Hello!!! I want to welcome myself back to the blogging world because I have been really out of touch with you:(. I am so sorry and I hope you can forgive me:). I missed you guys! And I hope you all are doing so well (HAPPY SUMMER!). SO much has happened to me these past four weeks. Don’t worry, I will catch you up on EVERYTHING. What a mixture of emotions I felt, and honestly I still feel like I am on an emotional roller coaster that just keeps going and going. But you know what!? It is time for me to accept and work out all of these e M o T i O n S and F e E L i N g S ~!
To start off, I graduated college! On May 13, 2017 I received my diploma and graduated Magna Cum Laude from Lebanon Valley College! Woot Woot. Walking across that stage and receiving my diploma has been one of the most rewarding and gratifying experiences that I have ever had in my whole life. All the hard work has paid off, now it is time to find a job- a job that suits me the best. Since graduation, I have turned down two teaching jobs, one in North Carolina and one in Florida. Reason being is that they did not seem “right” for me. I felt as if I would be forcing myself to be happy, and I will not bargain with my self happiness. I will always be true to myself and I want to be genuinely and authentically happy. Sometimes, though, I wonder “OMG should I have not turned down that job? Will I even earn another interview?” But, I will not stop trying! So if you know of any teaching jobs in Maryland, Delaware, and/or southern PA, holla at your girl (a.k.a, ME!)

After graduation, I traveled to Disney World! Even though it has taken me 22 years to visit the most magical place on Earth, it was an experience that I will always keep in my memory box. (I just want to thank my sister for the graduation present 🙂 ). Have you seen the new light/firework show? WOW it put me to tears because it was so amazingly beautiful!! Let me tell you, you need to get down there and see it! It was compiled with different songs from new and old Disney classic movies. Have you heard Moana’s “How Far I’ll Go?” If not, YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO IT RIGHT NOW. It is such an empowering song, and you just need to listen to it! While in Disney, my sister and I met up with our cousin, Kim, who I have never met before! It was so cool to spend the day with her in Disney. Kim acted as our tour guide within the park. Our vacation concluded with a trip to Cocoa Beach. Let me just give you a hint, if you are laying out on the beach, reapply sunscreen every like 30 minutes, ok? Thank me later.



What did I do after Florida? Well, I had to move out of my college apartment. I lived there for the past two years- my junior and senior years of college, and I could not believe how much stuff I accumulated over the past two years! This was a great time for me to throw away items that I had forgotten about, like those pairs of shoes that were at the bottom of my bin. If I did not wear them for two years- I knew I would never wear them again, so bye! Another tip for moving, LABEL EVERYTHING! It will help you in the future.

Remember when I blogged about how I lived in Ocean City, Maryland last summer? Well, I moved back down there recently, too! I work for Telescope Pictures in Seacrets, Jamaica, USA (the best summer job eva!) I was so happy to reunite with my best friends for the summer, and it is just the beginning- the best it yet to come ;).

However, about a week and a half into my stay down in OCMD, I had to come home because I needed to have a small procedure completed. Thankfully, everything is ok! Along with the procedure, I found out that I have tiny veins and it was hard for the nurses to put my IV in, LOL.
But, this past Tuesday night, after my car was packed up and ready to go back down to Ocean City the next morning, my dad informed my family and I that my Baba, (Baba means Grandmother in Ukrainian) has passed away. Baba was 86 years old with 5 children, 14 grandchildren (all who which have degrees), and 2 great-grandchildren. I will always remember her homemade meatballs. Oh my goodness they were the best things I have ever tasted! Baba is also the reason why I want to have all the family over for the holidays and other family gatherings. She brought us all together, even before I was born. She was so proud of all her grandchildren, especially since they have completed and are continuing their education.

Unexpectedly, life happens. And sometimes, things just seem to snowball. You are allowed to be sad and experience all different kinds of emotions. But, eventually you either stay down and remain helpless, or you can get back up on your feet and keep fighting and living your life how you want to live it. You take the good with the bad, and remember all of your happy memories with those that you love. Always remember to live your life to the absolute fullest because this is a great life, and you do not want to leave when you haven’t finished writing your book.
I just wanted to thank all of my family and friends for your support this past week, you have no idea what your kind words have meant to me. I love and appreciate all of you. Sometimes, you have to take a different route to chase your sunset, but, don’t ever stop doing so.
Ali







